Monday, June 15, 2009

My Dancing Career is Over

I was dancing in the office today - I've been known to do that on ocassion, when all the sudden I felt this incredible pain and my legs sliding out from underneath me. I looked down to realize that my leg had gone one direction and my kneecap the other. I'm still not sure quite how it happened. All I know is that I was on the floor in two seconds popping that thing back into place. My kneecap didn't look quite right there sitting on the left side of my leg. Of course, I fake bravery now, but really there wasn't that much thought involved except, this hurts...this hurts...and I know how to fix it. Jared had the unfortunate problem of constantly having his shoulder pulled out of socket and actually had to have surgery for it. So I knew right away the only thing to do was push it back in. I was prepared for that hurting. What I didn't realize is how much it would hurt afterwards. I tried to be brave, put on ice pack on and just wait it out. Surely the muscles were just sore around the kneecap. But after a while, I knew it was more than that. It hurt too much to walk. More than that though - I just felt that something was wrong. 

So around 4 pm (this happened this morning), I got up enough gumption to get to a hopsital. The doctor told me from the looks of it a ligament is either extremely stretched or torn. He didn't have the equipment to make an exact diagnosis, so now I have to go see an orthepedic surgeon. Correct me if I'm wrong - but the words orthopedic surgeon sound like it's going to cost a fortune.  If it's torn, I'm in big trouble, because its surgery. If not, it will probably just take a long time to heal. They kindly handed me a pair of crutches and an huge knee brace and told me not to walk on it. Lovely. Luckily it was my left knee so I can still drive the car (albeit, I have to make the seat go back and it is a PAIN to get in and out). Of course, everything is a pain on crutches. I whined to the nurse that the only other time I had crutches I used them for about 3 days because I am clumsy on the best of days. She probably didn't need proof of this due to the way that I was injured. But with crutches, I'm like an accident waiting to happen. Probably took longer for me to heal the first time- but my frustration level couldn't handle it. I told her I would be better this time though. Let's see how long that sticks.

So this is a warning. Those who like dancing along without a care may want to take a second thought. I certainly will. Of course, I think it is just me.  The doctor even looked at me like he didn't believe me. I'm not sure I believe me either except for the constant ache in my knee. 

5 comments:

Michele said...

Ouch...I hope that you at least get a decent night of sleep. Do you have to wait a while before your appointment with the orthepedic surgeon?

Keep us posted, and take it easy.

Karen Martin said...

Oh Becca I feel your pain. I recently had a run in with an orthopedic surgeon because my shoulder doesn't realize that it is supposed to stay in the socket (just like your hubby). Let's look on the bright side...it's summer and we can concentrate on healing. Could you even imagine trying to teach AND being crippled at the same time? Get better soon!

Unknown said...

I am so sorry!! That is so sad. I am headed out of town for 5 weeks in the morning, but I will make sure that people here know and help you!! Heal fast!

The Laytons said...

So I want to learn your dance moves! Your siblings were telling me that you mostly move your upper body. So how the heck did your knee get hurt!
I hope you feel better soon. I can't imagine how lonely you must be, and the pain...I am such a wuss!

tara.and.ben said...

Dude. That SUCKS. THAT SUCKS! I hope you don't need surgery.
Just be careful going in and out of doorways with those crutches, just to make sure you don't create a need for surgery on something ELSE. good luck!